爛泥小姐

At noonday I found out the correct answer on a sliver platter.

It was the answer to the question that I had for a long time in mind.

(Actually, I asked about it for several times.

Then, I was told the wrong answer with cheats.)

However unwilling you are, God lets you know about it with a perfect means.

It’s just like what happened to me at noonday!!!

But………My god~~~

Don’t you think it’s too late, do you?!!

It’s too late, isn’t it?!!

I did really be hurt deeply and greatly.

If it had been any opportunity, I wouldn’t have chosen this way to make myself in this kind of situation.

As we know, if I hadn’t been irresolute then, I might be fine now.

I wish I had made up my mind to it!!

If only I had taken your advice!

It was not easy for me to trust others especially in LOVE.

Why met him?  Didn’t you think I was worthy to meet a nice guy (after these years), did you?

At least, the one should be honest.

It served as a fierce, cruel, bitter lesson to me.

Light loves are not lasting loves.

May 19, 2010.

the night of sleeplessness